First of all, the baby is staying for a "while." How long is a while, you ask? We don't know! CPS called today to say it would be a while. In my mind, I am thinking month(s), but I am trying not to think about it.
Thank you for all of your congratulations, best wishes, etc. on our new placement. I thought I better do some explaining about this new journey we have embarked upon.
After Maya came along and before Kenyon joined us, we thought about doing foster care. We truly feel blessed with the ability to love and care for children that are not our own biological children. This is not the case for everyone and we realize this, thus we realize that many of you out there think we are CRAZY for doing foster care. As we thought about doing it before, we decided that we needed to get the children into our family that were to come to our family through adoption and then open our hearts to foster care.
We have felt prompted that now is that time. We are very happy and content with our 2 children. They bring us more happiness and joy than we can even comprehend. If we never adopt again, we are complete. We are in foster care to help families heal and be reunited. We are not going into this looking to adopt, but if an adoption were to come from it, of course we would be open.
So where do we go from here? We will love on this little one as much as we can. We will take this opportunity to provide her a safe, structured home where His spirit presides for however long He allows us to keep her. And will it hurt if/when we let her go? YOU BET! But we would like to believe that we will all be better off because of it.
P.S. I am really struggling with what to do about posting pics of the little princess on here. For now I have decided not to, but at some point I might go private and then share more. If you want to see her, come visit!